I am still around and actually have read a few blogs in the last week. Thanks so much for the kind words and support regarding my sister Rhonda's health. She is home from the hospital and receiving both radiation and chemo treatments. Her attitude is good and she is very calm. I wish I could say the same for myself, but I am improving. It seems that this event has brought forth some really icky feelings that still lurked inside of me, most harking back to the time when both my folks were declining and there was so very much to deal with.
I'm getting better though and slowly working through what I need to in order to function normally. Sometimes life can really surprise you. You think that you know how you'll react to something and then - boom - you don't feel or act at all as you expect. Fortunately, I have a very, very supportive husband and a good counselor that I have returned to. She helped me in so many ways several years ago when my mother and father were so ill.
My husband and I are going to take a trip to our favorite oasis in the desert, Scottsdale, Arizona. I look forward to relaxing there and visiting a great bookstore and perhaps being able to see a few blogging friends. I'll take a few pictures and read some books. We'll be away from all the worries for a little bit and then I'll be back here, refreshed and renewed.
So, see you about mid-March. Don't have too much fun without me!
Hope your time there will refresh you.
ReplyDeleteI love your cactus flowers.
Thinking of you every day, Kay. Glad you are taking care of you xo
ReplyDeleteOh Kay--this post made my heart ache. I'm glad that you are taking care of you. Hugs and more hugs.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you updated us Kay. I'm keeping you and your sister in my prayers. Have a great time in Scottsdale. I know you'll bring back some new mysteries from The Poison Pen. Please rest, relax and enjoy.
ReplyDeletePrickly pear, right??! I know I told you that when we visited all those years ago, my cousin was 'burning pear' so the cattle could eat it without those spines.
ReplyDeleteWishing you the best vacation ever, free from worry and filled with calm and ease. Love you.
Good to hear you're coping, Kay, and thanks for updating us - I've been wondering about you. Enjoy your few days away, you more than deserve it.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you're doing OK. Enjoy your days away.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful header and lovely quote! I know you and your hubby will have a wonderful time in AZ. I'm glad you found time to go. Take care of yourself and we'll see you when you return. Love you, dear friend.
ReplyDeleteHugs, Kay... take care of yourself and enjoy the time in the desert. See you next month.
ReplyDeleteI've often thought of you and your sister. Please remember that we care about you! I'm glad that you're going to take some time to recharge your batteries!!
ReplyDeleteHugs!
It sounds as though you're doing all the right things, Kay. We can't control our reactions to things, but we CAN control the next step. I'll be thinking of you. Have a lovely holiday.
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Kay, a trip sounds like what you need to really recharge. You and your sister will both benefit. Sending prayers and hugs your way.
ReplyDeleteTake care Kay and enjoy the time away. I'm thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteI just want to say that I love your Maya Angelou quote. I spoke with a woman today named "Maya" and asked if she was named after the author, I held my breath hoping that she was pleased to have the name. She was, thank goodness!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you, hoping you are not anywhere near any of the strong storms we have had.
I'm so sorry to hear about your sister. Sometimes life can be rough and there's just no rhyme or reason to it. I'm glad you've got people you can turn to through all this—that kind of support makes all the difference.
ReplyDeleteI hope you're having (had) fun in Scottsdale. The weather here is absolutely beautiful right now. It's cool enough for long sleeves, but not cold enough for an actual jacket. I love it!
I also think of Arizona as a great place to wind down. Have a good time!
ReplyDeleteHope you are doing ok. The vacay sounds like just what the doctor ordered.
ReplyDeleteHang in there!
Kay, sorry you are going through such a rough time. I know how tough this can be having lost my mom and a brother to the BIG C -- you just feel so powerless over everything that is going on.
ReplyDeleteBe there for your sister when you can, but make sure you take time for you whenever you need that and are feeling overwhelmed. Enjoy your trip to Arizona....HUGS